Man oh man I have been gone a minute huh? So much has happened to me I don't even know where to begin.....
In a nutshell,, I met someone,, I'm finally over Basketball,, Trouble and I still kinda hang out......well I wouldn't say "hang out" we still bang from time to time. But, not as much as before. Basketball got a divorce. My sister is getting married! I think I kinda want to have sex with one of my co-workers. I had a threesome......Ummmmmm wow there are so many things I need to get out !!!!! Ugh!!!! why have i stayed away so long??????
Anyway, I had to go back thru my posts just to see where I left off at.... and let me just say shit got real REAL fast. So the last thing I talked about was almost getting Pregnant by Basketball. Well after that I just slowly started distancing myself from him. To filter out my time I started to get close with a friend of my cousin,, but in the end he rebuffed my affection so I was back to square one.....alone with literally no one to talk to. My best friend was all boo'd up so she was M.I.A. for sure and I was just......niggaless.
I met a few "2 pump Johnny's" but no one really had any substance so conversation didn't last long. After being fired **yeah I got fired from my last job,, not sure if I told ya'll or not** I found another job; so I got a clean slate as far sleeping with my co-workers. But that slate didn't stay clean for long. I met a construction worker and he and I got a little too flirty.....let's just say we got caught making out in the bathroom **shrugs** I talked to him for a little while after that incident but all he wanted was sex and I just wasn't down for that,, plus he was living with his baby momma.
Over time at my job me and one co-worker in particular have gotten extremely close... we can talk to each other about anything... we text every single day. I'm not attracted to him in any way but I am curious about "what that mouth do".
Moving along,, after my fling with the construction dude I was back niggaless,, so reluctantly I went back to online dating.....that's where I met the couple I ended up having threesome with. I'll say it was ok,, I don't get what the hype is about it. Nevertheless it was something to do. fortunately it didn't last long.... the guy really started to bug the hell out of me and wanted me to come over when his girl wasn't there. I wasn't falling for that trap tho. I quickly shut that down but I got even luckier with that whole situation... they ended up moving out of state. I still here from the dude every now then asking me to come visit.
So now I'm back to square one again and I'm lonely as hell!!!!! What happens to make me even more lonely??????????? My freaking sister gets engaged!!!!!!! SO NOW I'm the single sister,, not just "the one that has the baby". Don't get me wrong...... I'm happy for her and all but now I just feel even more pathetic. I was the one between the two of us that always had a man or was always talking to somebody and she was the single one,, now the roles have been reversed and quite frankly I don't like it...
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