Is It Wrong????

*Is it wrong I want Basketball?


*Is it wrong I don't want Gotcha to train in Baskeball's department? (I don't want him or any other guy that finds me attractive in his department to think she is prettier than me)


*Is it wrong that I want Sexy Mexi to want me the way I want him?


*Is it wrong to wish The Decent Boyfriend was still here? (because I feel like I would be married by now)


*Is wrong for me to want to be engaged or at least have a boyfriend to make Basketball jealous?


*Is it wrong for me to want to tell Basketball when I have sex with someone? (again just to make him jealous)


*Is it wrong for me to want a guy to "run up behind me"?


*Is it wrong that sometimes I'm pleased with myself when I hurt someone else's feelings?


*Is it wrong for me to want to be in love 3yrs after The Decent Boyfriend's death?


*Is wrong that I am sorta happy my sister is fat now?


*Is it wrong that I don't care much for my parents?


*Is wrong I show my dog love than my parents?


*Is wrong I want to separate myself from my family?


*Is it wrong for me to use Old Man just for validation?


*Is it wrong I get pissed when a guy I think is attractive isn't into me? (I.E. Sexy Mexi)


*Is it wrong I'm mean to guys that I'm not attracted to, but they are attracted to me?


These are a few questions that about my character that I wonder about... Somethings I know are messed up and somethings are totally justified in my opinion.